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its fragrance
heals my heart wounded
by her sting--
a rosary made of red roses
I bought in Fatima

                                                      red lights, January 2012


mooon eclipse
I'm in love with him
but my heart
is getting dark until
it becomes invisible

                                                                         Moonbathing no.5, fall/winter 2011-2012


someone
casually praised
my white jeans
I walk -- like a sea breeze,
the streets of Lisbon

                                             Eucalypt no.11, 2011


mesmerized
by a deck of cards
in his hands
Ifm wandering into
the world of illusion
 
                                                           Tanka Cafe (in Ribbons) fall 2011


after wandering
around a town named Tallinn
we order
hot wine to get to know
a little bit of Estonia

                                                       Tanka Journal no. 39, 2011




standing
in front of Guernica
I feel
fragility of sanity
fragility of our daily life

                                                            GUSTS no.14, 2011



shopping
at the farmers market
fresh berries
greens, and balloons
I become happy, so easily

                                                 red lights, June 2011



a jar of
home-made blueberry jam
my gift
to that stubborn person--
what do I know about him?

                                                        Eucalypt no.10, 2011




kaleidoscope
I hold it against light
magically
they came into my sight
dark eyes of my dead lover

                                                                       Moonbathing no.4, spring/summer 2011



languidly
peoney petals fall
into my heart's
empty space
after making love

                                                  red lights, January 2011



reluctant
to answer him
clearly
my heart floating
like evening mist

                                                   red lights, January 2011



washed
by moonlight
my eyes
can see clearly now
a wound in his heart

                                                           Moonbathing no.3, fall/winter 2010-2011



picking
pumpkin flower buds
for salad
I think of Cinderella's
life after the wedding

                                                  Eucalypt no. 9, 2010



a post card
from Salt Lake City
came
with something attached--
a tiny pouch of salt !

                                                           Tanka Journal no. 37, 2010



consolation
every four hours
I rinse
my mouth with salt water
my molar gone forever

                                                          Tanka Journal no. 37, 2010



first day
of autumn already--
I buy
mini sunflowers to enjoy
summer one more week

                                                     GUSTS no.12, 2010



September--
Sydney in early spring
lotus flowers
bloom in pink, and I forget
Vancouver in autumn rain

                                                    red lights, June 2010



wearing
new animal print
rubber boots
I walk the fields
like a young giraffe

                                     Gusts no.11, 2010



attacked
by migraine headache
in Germany
medieval witches
still alive and mean

                                              red lights, January 2010



pink aurora
in the winter sky
tonight
everything looks
delicately balanced
 
                                            Eucalypt no. 7, 2009



jet lag
after the trip to Köln
night and day
flashbacks of old churches
and flagstone lanes

                                             Eucalypt no. 7, 2009



not separated
from colours in washing
my white t-shirt
becomes blue and
accuses my laziness

                                              tanka cafe, summer 2009



this acupuncturist
inserts countless needles
on my back
accurately detecting
my deep rooted sorrow

                                        red lights, June 2009




something
sweet and magical
might be there--
turquoise skies
early summer

                                         red lights, June 2009



smiling
in this old picture
young me
not afraid of
anything, anyone

                                                Tanka Journal no. 34, 2009



he will betray her
sooner or later
I sense it
from the way
he smiles at me

                                          tanka cafe, winter 2008



first day of winter--
faint sounds of snow
fill my ears
may I forget now
about my mistakes?

                                         red lights, January 2009



sensing
his loneliness
I hide my loneliness
in the tea cup
this cold afternoon

                                                         tanka cafe, autumn 2008



I still remember
the way he called
my name
but don't remember now
the way he betrayed me

                                                       Gusts no.8, 2008



yellow flowers
of witch hazel
in February
loneliness shines
among winter trees

                                              Eucalypt no. 4, 2008



it's hard
to prove racism --
something
dark and intangible
accumulating inside me

                                             Tanka Journal no. 32, 2008



passion flower
dropped without opening --
I too had
dreams disappear
without blooming

                                 Gusts no.7, 2008



gusty winds
blowing all day
I protect
my edgy heart
in a grey cocoon

                                             Tanka Journal no. 30, 2007



standing
at the new start line
in the morning
I read today's horoscope
rather seriously

                                     red lights, January 2007



stopped
at the red light
i see the thin moon
precariously floating
in the noon sky

                                    red lights, June 2007



in the summer sky
shooting stars appear
one after another
I have so many
wishes to make

                             Gusts no.6, 2007



white flowers
of wild strawberries
and your shy smile
i fell in love
that early summer

                                          Tanka Cafe, summer 2007



I believe
in flower power
air around
my yellow tulips
sweet and lively

                                    Eucalypt no. 2, 2007


I cannot make
friends in this town
slowly
my thin shadow
moves with me

                                                         Modern English Tanka, spring 2007



something

inside me is weeping---
white lilies keep
dropping yellow pollen
                        on the night table                       
                                                                  
                                   Tanka Splendor 2006



am I competing
with that woman
unconsciously?
her red amaryllis
bloom intensely

                             Ribbons, winter 2006



waking up

I listen to jazz
on the radio
your blue lobelia
in the rain
                                         
                                        Eucalypt no.1, 2006

 

slowly

I open my wings
and let this loneliness
fly away
in the summer forest
                                     
                                         Modern English Tanka, no.1, 2006




in October

snow covered this town...
cold wind blowing
all day, and my face
became a winter face
                                   
                                       Modern Enlish Tanka no.2, 2006




I will buy

a single blue rose
to celebrate
my humble dream
when it comes true
                               
                                         red lights, v.1, no.2, 2005




evening mist
falling quietly
on pampas grass
i still cannot
move forward

                                      Season's Greetings Letter 2005



gusty winds

growling all day
all night
I miss cherry blossoms
in my home country
                                                        

                              Gusts no.1, 2005



all the tulips
started to shoot
this year again
I'm certain all my plans
will be realized

                              Tanka Cafe, spring 2004


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