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by Kathie Bird

 
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Family Secret

You look to me for help
I listen to your roundabout words
The meaning swirls in belching pools of heated pain beneath
That stutters and spurts and chokes your truth


I don't need the words
I know the image you carry
Drawn from a daughter's message unfurled in scenes of hide and shriek
With her final sombre facts that twist your being.


What is this man you live beside
Has he come to rerun your horrors of youth
Trust betrayed be-damned in sly force spurning hate-guilt silent walls awaiting worse
He, the father - you, the mother of your fear


Now it's up to you
Caught between your present and your past
Your children, your home, precarious peace are the stakes
In accepting the facts


You look to me for help
To somehow direct your pain
If he disappeared it's not the end its deep in your child's dream within the walls
Waiting to leap again


As it lives in you and in children unborn
It feeds within a family
Unless you can stand bare and bold dare to bleed again to show its face real and mean
And scare it all away


copyright 1988, Kathie Bird