My Thoughts

My Thoughts

I’ve had a difficult time with the DL aspect of my personality. There have been times when I’ve embraced it and enjoyed wearing diapers to the full, buying both disposables and cloth diapers and plastic pants. There have also been times that I discarded all of my diaper-related belongings. I’ve never dared to tell any of my friends about it, although there were a couple of times that I was careless and a roommate may have suspected something. But nothing was ever said, and I no longer have any roommates. I got the courage to tell a girl that I dated for quite a while, and although it didn’t end the relationship, it was a close call, and she insisted that I never wear diapers again. Well, I did, I just never told her about it, but that didn’t make me feel good, know what I mean? I’ve also questioned whether wearing diapers would be a sin in God’s eyes. I thought this could be possible because of the guilty feelings that I would sometimes get after wearing diapers. I’ve prayed about it and basically come to the conclusion that wearing and wetting my diapers is not a sin in and of itself. However, it is a self-serving act, similar to masturbation in some ways, and can result in becoming more distant from God. Still, there have been numerous times where this has not stopped me from giving in to the temptation of buying and using a package of disposables like Attends or Tena (my new favourite). In about mid-December of 1999, I asked God to take away my desire to wear diapers after a few weeks of wearing them almost every night, and also on the weekends. Although I still thought about them semi-frequently, I was hardly even tempted to wear them for a good six months. But, as I'm sure you know, the desires eventually came back strong enough for me to give in again. My next girlfriend actually didn't mind it though, and even tried wearing diapers with me a few times. She couldn't really get into it though, so my dream of having a DL girlfriend was not to happen with her. It was nice having someone who thought it was just cute, funny/weird instead of being totally against it. But again, for various non-diaper related reasons, we broke up. I have been wearing diapers a lot again since then.

My dream has finally come true! I met a Christian girl and we really got along well together. After about 6 months I finally told her about my love of diapers. She took it very well and became interested and insisted on trying it out. Since then she has come to enjoy it almost as much as I do. We were married in November of 2005 and things couldn't be better! To the right is a picture of her from our trip to Hawaii. So, all you single-and-looking guys, it can happen. You might not find an AB/DL girl out here on the internet, but there are women who are open to joining in if the subject is brought up appropriately. The key is finding someone who you are compatible enough with, diapers aside, with whom you can build a good relationship with first.