When something in the distance, a
humming, reached my ear.
I stood and listened, straining,
this tiny sound to hear.
It seemed to be approaching, though
nothing could I see.
So I stood there all eyes and ears
and curiosity.
The sound grew gently louder as
the moments ticked away.
The sun was getting hotter, near
the middle of the day.
Then, just on the horizon, I saw
a swarming crowd.
The noise, it seemed, was voices,
and continued to grow loud.
How nice, I thought, a picnic, on
this lovely spring-time day.
I wondered, if I asked them, if
they would let me stay.
So I sat down upon the grass to
wait 'til they drew near,
And mused myself with hungry thoughts
of hot-dogs and root-beer.
But from my peaceful musing I was
suddenly alert!
A shout! A cry of agony! Somewhere
someone was hurt!
Up to my feet I jumped so startled
was I by the cry
And realized, no picnic this, a
Man was soon to die!
The crowd was led by soldiers, shining
helmet, glinting sward,
The noise was jeers and shouts and
cries to 'Crucify" the Lord!
And in the midst were gentle cries
of those who loved Him still,
Who could not understand that this
should be the Father's will.
I stood transfixed and speechless,
and paralyzed with fear,
The angry crowd, with loud abuse,
was drawing very near.
My mind could not quite grasp the
full reality of this
Until, as on they passed, my eyes
fell silently on His.
His body, bent and racked with pain
beneath that awful weight,
The burden that He carried there
seemed infinitely great,
His head was crowned with knotted
thorns which pierced His tender skin,
His face, with pain and sorrow marred,
reflected peace within.
For in His eyes, My Lord, His eyes
held hope and joy and love!
No shame, no guilt, no fear, no
hate, just hope and joy and love!
And in that instant when His eyes
and mine met I could see
That all that He was doing now was
being done for me!
It was my shame, my guilt, my fear,
my hate He carried there,
No wonder that the Cross seemed
so much more than He could bear!
But through all this the weight
He bore had never entered in,
For in His eyes, His loving eyes,
was not a trace of sin.
I ran, then, to the officers, I tried
to make them see
That Jesus Christ was innocent,
the guilty one was me.
I ran to Pontius Pilate, I ran to
Caiaphas,
But no one there could see or hear.
I came again at last
Back to that gentle hillside where
the Prince of Peace I hailed,
And watched in tearful silence as
His feet and hands were nailed.
I stood there, watching helplessly,
and knew within my heart
That I was guilty and to this injustice
was a part.
Each sin that I'd committed, each
lie I'd ever told
Came swiftly running through my
mind and I felt sick and cold.
But suddenly I realized, as each
wrong came to mind
It disappeared and I was cleansed
of all I'd left behind.
Each angry word, each unkind deed,
each careless hurt I'd caused
No more could I remember, they were
completely lost.
A warmth began to fill me, a warmth
I'd never known,
As on that Cross He took my sin
and made me - ME - His own.
I looked into His eyes again as
He hung on that tree
And realized again that He had done
all this for me!
He looked at me again, for He alone
could see through years,
And smiled, reached down a bleeding
hand to wipe away my tears.
Rejoice, My child," He seemed to
say, "Today is sin forgiv'n.
I go now to prepare a place for
you with Me in heav'n.
For this is not the end, it is,
for you, a brand new start,
For through all this I've gained
what is most dear to Me,... your heart."