Disclaimer: All characters portrayed in this story are the property of Rumiko Takahashi and co. Please don't sue me. This story takes place after volume 38 of the manga. It draws ideas from both the anime and the manga. This is a sequel to What Price Love? which was in turn a sequel to For Love or Money. C & C welcomed. The Cost of Loving By Donny Cheng "Oh, stop it, Ranma. Come back into the tent already. I promise I won't do that again, okay?" Nabiki asked with her lips forming a slight pout. Ranma blushed furiously, still not looking at Nabiki. How could he put the words delicately, he wondered. He gave up trying to think of a better way to phrase his words and just asked bluntly, "Did you put your clothes back on?" "No. I really don't know what the big deal was. I'm not exactly naked." A bra and panties did not count, Ranma thought to himself. "It isn't right. We're not... y'know." Married. Nabiki knew what Ranma wanted to say. For a guy that ignored and broke social rules as frequently as Ranma, he sure was a stickler for some things. "We've done much more _stuff_ than sleep together in the same tent without a few restricting clothes in the way, Ranma." Ranma blushed again at the thought of the _stuff_ that they did do. Rather, the stuff Nabiki did. Unlike Shampoo, Nabiki was much more fragile and harder for Ranma to push away without hurting her. She, of course, used this to her full advantage whenever she had the chance. Ranma sometimes wondered how he had managed to survive with his purity intact as long as he had. "That's not the point. People might get the wrong idea. I don't want people to think of you like that." Nabiki shook her head in disbelief. How did he do it? How could he say something so grating to her ears one moment and so sweet the next? While she was happy that he cared so much about her reputation, she wasn't about to let up on him in the slightest. "Wrong idea? What wrong idea might that be? That you love me?" Ranma, surprisingly, caught the dangerous tilt in Nabiki's voice. "No. You know... how I feel." "Prove it then. There aren't any people here to get the 'wrong' idea. I've always slept like this and I don't intend to change, simply because my..," Nabiki thought for a moment, searching for a word, "fiancé doesn't feel 'right'." Though, fiance probably wasn't strong enough a word anymore. "You've never slept like that," Ranma said, confused. Got him! "Oh? How would you know that? You didn't sneak up and peep on me back at the dojo did you? Because that wouldn't be 'right'." "Erk!" Ranam sighed and slumped his shoulders in defeat. If he admitted that he sometimes looked in on Nabiki, he had no right to decide what was right for Nabiki and he had no case. If he didn't, he had no way to prove that Nabiki never slept that way and he had no case. A lose, lose situation. Nabiki hid her smile of triumph by turning and going back into the tent. She hadn't wanted to do that to Ranma, but the boy was so backward she would have had to wait ten years before he might even consider initiating their intimate encounters. In truth, she only guessed that he looked in on her. It was always her hope that it was true, ever since her feelings for him grew. Before they even had a relationship, she knew that Ranma often crept up to look in on Akane. She was surprised at herself at how such a little thing like this could make her so happy. Ranma sighed and resisted the urge to look away as Nabiki went back in toward the tent and the snowy whiteness that covered her parts disappeared into the darkness within also. He might as well get used to seeing that sight as Nabiki was obviously not going to change. Though, he had to admit the sight wasn't all that bad. * * * * * "Ranma, I'm cold! Let me share your sleeping bag," Nabiki pleaded. Now that was going too far! "Just put some more clothes on." "I told you already. I don't like to be so restricted when I'm sleeping. Ranma reached for the zipper on the side of the bag and zipped it all the way over his head, leaving just a little space for air. Nabiki frowned at Ranma's stubbornness. She was sure that he loved her and did intend to be with her. They've left the dojo so that they could be together. They were for all intent and purposes 'married'. Did she actually have to drag him to an altar before she could get anywhere with him? No, she knew that was one of the reasons none of Ranma's suitors ever had much of a chance. The more you push him the more he pushes back. It looked like she would have to wait until Ranma was asleep again before she could sneak into his bag. It was quite easy since Ranma tended to sleep like a very dead log. It wasn't something a decent girl would do, but then the word could hardly be used to describe her. She smiled as she thought of how brazen she was with him. Never in her life had she ever had a boyfriend, before Ranma. All the boys she went out with, she dumped after taking all their money, so she never really had a chance to be intimate with any boy. She didn't have many close friends and wasn't even that affectionate with her own family. It was funny how love could change all that. Suddenly she had someone to care for and all her pent up emotions were released to this one special person. She knew she was probably overcompensating for the past, but Nabiki really didn't give a damn. * * * * * Ranma woke up and screamed as usual. However, this was becoming a common occurrence so the screaming died down after only a few seconds. "What's all the noise about?" Nabiki asked, stretching as a yawn escaped her mouth. This did not ease Ranma's discomfort. He looked away from the interesting happenings caused by the yawn on Nabiki's chest to her face. "I thought I told you not to do that anymore?" "Huh? Oh, you mean climbing into you sleeping bag. I got cold last night. I had to keep warm somehow. You wouldn't want me to freeze, right?" Nabiki asked with a slight quiver of her lips. Ranma wondered how Nabiki managed to twist things around so that he was the one at fault. He hated it when she looked like she was about the cry. She was faking if of course, Ranma was almost sure of. He needed to find a lock for his sleeping bag. However, he would bet the Nabiki would still find a way in. "Never mind. Anyway, we better get a move on it. The training ground is just a little ways further." "We?" Nabiki asked as she pulled on her shorts and grabbed a shirt out of her backpack. She usually never followed Ranma when he went off to train. Sure it was fun to look at that nice body move, but it got boring after a few hours. If there was one thing she didn't want to get bored looking at, it was Ranma's body. "Sure. You never know when we might run into trouble and I don't want you to get hurt." "As sweet as that thought is Ranma, if we run into trouble that even you can't handle, how do you expect me to fare?" "I don't." Nabiki did a double take, "Come again. You just said..." "I said that I don't want you to get hurt. When I get into trouble I want you to use the Saotome Secret Technique." Nabiki narrowed her eyes. "Uncle Saotome described it to me once. Isn't that the move where you run away? More effective than the bowing and groveling technique I must say though." Secret Technique? Hah! The way his father blabbed, it was surprising that only Ryoga out of his multitude of rivals knew about it. Ranma grimaced, "No, it's not just running away. It's a decent and powerful skill when used right. A master of this technique will be able to get anywhere they want in the least amount of time by way of analysis of the terrain and time saving maneuvers." "You memorized that out of a book, didn't you? Basically, you're telling me when we get into trouble you want me to leave?" Ranma ignored the tilt in Nabiki's voice this time. "Yes. Like you said, if I can't handle the problem then we're probably in it deep. In that case I want you to run as fast and as far away as you possibly can. There is _no_ way I am letting you get into any harm." Jello, one minute, hard as rock the next. Will wonders never cease. It was true she knew most of what was going on in Ranma's mind most of the time, but once in awhile he would confound her. "Okay," Nabiki said, making her voice sound as meek as possible. It was best to agree with Ranma when he was this stubborn. In her heart, she knew she would just ignore what he said and stay by his side. Ranma gave Nabiki a suspicious glance at such a fast acceptance of how he wanted things to be. However, she was the picture of innocence. "Good. Now, I've seen your ability to get away from trouble before. That's why I thought this would be the art best suited for you. If you can hold _me_ off for a few minutes you can certainly run away from people as good as Ryoga. Only this time you won't have a bicycle handy." Nabiki nodded grimly as she remembered Ranma chasing after her after she had tricked him into being her fiancé the first time. That had been the first time Nabiki thought she might be wrong about Ranma's personality. He had charged after her like a crazed bull and she thought he would have seriously hurt her. That brought a giggle to her lips. Ranma's 'revenge' ended up being no more than a declaration of love just so that she couldn't get rid of him as a fiancé. A simple revenge, she didn't need him anymore, so he would force himself on her. The guy had been ready to spout off the cheesiest of words back then and now she couldn't even get him to say that he liked her without stammering. How things would have been different if he had caught her and stayed engaged to her. Ranma noticed Nabiki's stifled laughing and guessed, correctly, that she was laughing at him. Unlike Nabiki, he had absolutely no idea what she was thinking of. She baffled him with her unpredictability. In someways it was what drew him to her. It was a constant battle with her. Her ways against his, much like the relationship he had with another girl. Time was truly evil force, yet at the same time his savior. The passage of time smothered his passion for one girl and nurtured it for another. If he had acted earlier on his feelings, would they have dimmed so much? It was a constant worry to him that one day those feelings for Nabiki would also just fade away, even though the concept was foreign to him at the moment. Nabiki glaced worriedly at Ranma. His face had taken up a pensive look. He was thinking of _her_ again. Was he truly over her? First loves did not just fade away, Nabiki was sure. "Ranma? You okay? I thought you wanted to get a move on." Ranma broke out of his reverie to give Nabiki a reassuring smile. "Yeah. Let's start the training right now. The Saotome Secret Technique can be practiced anywhere. Ready? Good. The point of the first method of training is to try and catch me." Before Nabiki could say anything, Ranma was off. She grinned and quickly ran after him. She caught him once and she had no doubt that she would always have him in her grasp. It was not hard after she took the time to watch how Ranma 'ran'. He was running at her speed so that she could catch up with him. However, he used little tricks so that he would always be ahead of her. Methods of making sharp turns, finding patches of hard ground in an area that was wet, and other time saving techniques gave Ranma an edge. Nabiki caught up to him four hours later. * * * * * Ranma turned on his side away from Nabiki. She was cheating again. This time she lay on top of her sleeping bag instead of inside it. Again, she slept in the semi-nude. "So, what do you usually do when I'm not with you during the day?" Ranma asked before Nabiki could tease him again. Nabiki smiled at the catch in his voice. So he did get a good look this time. Good! She would break that barrier of his if it was the last thing she did. "Oh, not much. I usually go to the towns and villages nearby the training grounds. Sometimes I go down to the local watering hole for a drink and conversation. Most of the time, though, I look for part-time jobs. I've learned quite a few things this past month." "Jobs? Oh, I totally forgot about it! Why didn't you tell me? I should help out with that too." Ranma's face turned red with shame. "Heh, I knew you'd figure it out eventually. It was just that you looked happy being back on the road doing all the things you did with your father. I just wanted you to be as happy as long as possible, before you get tide down again. That and I figured that the longer I do this, the more favors you'll owe me. I fully intend to collect," Nabiki added jokingly. That however had the opposite effect on Ranma. "No, it isn't right. As bad as my father was, he was sometimes forced to get a job so that we could eat. He never let me work once during our training trip because he wanted me to concentrate solely on the art. Even though all that changed when we came to Nerima, I always felt bad about it. I want to pull my weight around here. I can work a few hours and still get training in." Nabiki knew that wasn't entirely true. The reason he wanted to work was so that he didn't have to feel guilty about her. "Ranma, you know that was one thing I did not want when I came on this journey with you? It was that I didn't want to be a burden on you. If you came alone, I know you would have survived just as easily without me working." Ranma immediately turned back to face Nabiki. He was getting better at hearing the change in her tone of voice. Her back was towards him as she wasn't looking at him now. "Where did you get that idea? I asked you to come with me. I needed you to come with me. I'd probably have gone crazy if you weren't here." "You say that now, but who knows how long before that changes. A few months ago you might has said to same thing to... Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that," Nabiki bit her lip. Damn, she promised herself that she would never mention that in Ranma's presence. Ranma rocked back as if struck by a blow. To hear his own fear escape from Nabiki's mouth made him sick of himself. "No, you're right. A few months ago I would have said the same thing to _her_ if I had the guts to." Nabiki turned to face Ranma again, noting that she was looking at him rather than his back. "Any day now, some girl might come along and take a liking to you and you to her. I will be alone again. It happened before, it might happen again. I just want you to be with you as long as possible just in case." Ranma looked back at Nabiki in frustration. She was right in that it did happen. The thing was that he did not want it to happen again. "Is that why, you've been pushing yourself on me," Ranma asked as it suddenly came to him. "No, of course not. I love you and it's natural for me to want to do that with you," Nabiki said indignantly. She then gave the idea a little more thought and found Ranma was not all wrong. "You might be partially right. I guess being with you in that way would give me another hold on you." "How much more of a hold could you have on me? You hold my entire being in your eyes," Ranma said intimately. He was still new to this whole expressing of one's feelings thing. The only thing he could think of was what Kuno might have said. Nabiki blushed bright red. She found herself strangely shy after hearing something she thought she would never hear. "Saotome Ranma, is that you talking?" Seeing Nabiki caught off guard like that pushed Ranma on. It was funny how he could say even the most embarrassing of things when he treated a situation like it were a battle. When that happened, he could announce love for a stranger, date Shampoo, date Ukyo, or any number of the things he had done because he could not take defeat. And that is how he saw this situation. He would not lose Nabiki. "I will tell you right now. If I ever lose what I feel for you, then I am truly a fool or a dead man. Because that is what would have to happen for me not to love you." "What did you say?" Nabiki asked suddenly. "I said..." It then dawned on Ranma exactly what he said. He had no doubt that he did, but it had always been hard for him to say it. "I love you," he said it again, testing out the sentence and found it did not cause the world to explode or anything so drastic. The redness returned to Nabiki's cheeks. "I love you too, Ranma," Nabiki said demurely. Ranma didn't know why, but it seemed as if that one admission put to rest his fears and he guessed Nabiki's as well. "Well I'm glad that's settled with." Nabiki had been outrageous with her affections with Ranma, yet whenever he lavished it on her it reduced her to a simpering puppy. She guessed it was the same reason she overly playful when she dealt with Ranma. Never having anyone saying such things to her left her with no way to deal with them. She decided that as much as she liked the feeling, she liked control much better. Ranma stared as Nabiki got up off of her sleeping bag and closed the distance between them. Quite calmly she reached over to the zipper on his bag and unzipped it so that she could slip in. She moved around until she got comfortable. This caused various interesting parts of her body to touch his very interested body in many interesting ways. Noticing that Ranma was still slack jawed, Nabiki decided to move quickly before he could stop her. "I'm going to sneak in like this anyway. So why don't I just do it right now so that I can actually get a decent nights sleep in. It's hard staying up all night waiting for you to sleep." It felt strange having another body beside him. It was not like it never happened before. But that time with Shampoo didn't end very well as she ended up attacking his girl form right after. This was the first time he was actually awake to the experience. Different, but not in the least bit uncomfortable. Very nice actually, now that he thought about it. Gently he put his arm around Nabiki and found it felt even nicer. So what were they supposed to do now? "Well, now that we know you are _not_ going to be a burden on me, what now? I don't want you working all the time. I want you to have as much fun as I'm having in this." "Silly, I am having fun," Nabiki murmured. It felt nice lying close to him like this. He made a wonderful bed. "I didn't mean that," Ranma said blushing slightly still not used to this new sleeping arrangement. "I know you gave up a lot coming with me. I feel a little guilty taking you away. Right now, you'd probably be in university, on you way to a life of luxury." Nabiki punched Ranma in the stomach lightly. Being this close also had it's advantages in that she had easy reach to bop him when he was being stupid. "I wanted this, remember?" "I always thought you wanted money and to retire young. Living like this is hardly that," Ranma said, not believing Nabiki. "You know what was the first thing I thought of when I heard you were coming to Nerima? I thought of a dashing young man coming in and sweeping me off my feet to take me to exotic places like China. When I learned you were a girl, I was angry with you. Probably why I never gave you a chance when you turned out to be a boy." Nabiki patted the area she hit Ranma. She knew that her punch did not have any affect on him but it made her feel better anyway. "Then came your little quirk. Your ability to draw trouble. You gave me the most fun I had ever had since my mother died even if you didn't know it. I guess during the year I came to care about the mischief I could cause to you almost as much as I did about the bottom line. I've always liked excitement and if it meant no boring desk job, who cares? I wanted to leave with you and don't you ever doubt it." "I always wondered why you made life hard for me. You were in love with me even back then," Ranma teased her. "In your dreams," Nabiki murmured sleepily. The day's exertions and lack of sleep in previous nights finally took their toll. "Oh and Ranma? I think you should seriously think about sleeping in just your boxers. Very comfortable." Ranma tensed as Nabiki started to move around again. He let out a breath as she finally stopped and soon he heard the sound of her even breathing. She was asleep. Ranma thought about what Nabiki just said. He didn't sleep a wink that night. * * * * * The End. (maybe) Fanboy and fanfic writer. ^_^ Homepage at http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Ginza/4537