I Kissed a Boy
What the fuck is wrong with me? I was hearing shit from my buds about shit that had gone down at a party we had gone to. I thought I was straight as fuck; now I am totally unsure of anything. Things really got out of hand at the party.
It was last Friday. I had planned on just staying in, but my bitch of a girlfriend convinced me I should come to some party with her. Don’t get me wrong I love her to pieces, but she is such a nag sometimes, and well throws a fit if she does not get what she wants. Anyway I finally agreed to go for a bit. It was gonna be totally lame. I decided before we even left that I would ditch Kylie as soon as we got there.
Well we got there and people were already deep into the booze and shit. Kylie was being clingy and it was pissing me off. Thankful she saw some of her girlfriends and totally ditched out on me. I was so grateful for that. I started to roam and, and chatting with random people. My bud Rick handed me a beer, and I slammed it back, followed by two or three more after that. I could see Kylie and she had a look of disgust on her face. I also heard rumors that there was a gay kid at the party. Now do not get me wrong, I have nothing against gay people, but I was kind of freaked that he may try something.
Now here is where it gets a bit hazy for me. I remember bits and pieces, and I will fill in with what I heard from buds, and Kylie. I was a lot later, and I have been drinking quite heavily. I staggered around, looking for somewhere to crash. Kylie was bitching at me to take her home, and I know I told her to fuck off. I was in no mood or shape to drive. When I finally sat down I almost sat on some kid.
“Oh wow shit sorry man.” I slurred.
He did not respond, but smiled. What a jerk. My bud came by and told me to be careful, cause I was sitting next to the faggot. I just shrugged. At this point I did not give a fuck. I glanced over quickly to get a look at him. He was not that bad looking of a guy…wtf? Yeah booze also makes me a horny fucker too. As I was looking at him, my cock started to react…again wtf?
“Fuck dude you’re hot, wanna make out?” I blurt out.
I think everyone heard me, as they all started staring at me and this boy. I did not give a shit. I pulled him to me and started kissing him on the lips. At first he resisted, but soon he was returning the kiss. My hands were wandering over his body. I felt his hard cock as we were kissing. I was fucking getting so turned on. People did not seem to care or notice the sexual exchange happening on the couch. Well one person did, and she came over and freaked out on my ass.
“Fuck off Kylie I am done with your shit.” I stopped long enough to yell.
I grabbed the boy and said we needed somewhere a bit more quiet. We found a area off away from everyone, and were right back to kissing. His hand was in my pants, and I was really getting hot under the collar. I spread my legs, and let him open my pants and release me. He was now stroking me. Shit this was too much.
“Dude that’s awesome, you could suck me if you wanted.”
“Yeah…sure why not man?”
He looked around before getting on his knees in front of me and taking my cock in his mouth. I began to moan. I did not care. A few times I heard random people walk by and mutter something. I do not think the boy cared either as he was so into sucking me off. I was really close to getting off.
“Dude gonna cum soon!” I moaned.
He made no effort to stop sucking so I just let loose and filled his mouth. He swallowed every drop. Then he got up. I pulled him to me and began kissing him again. I could taste my cum in his mouth. I guess though I passed out on him, because when I awoke I had no idea what was going on. I realized my pants were down and I was a bit sticky. Climbing off the couch, I wandered around and found Rick sitting on the couch.
“Dude what the fuck happened last night?” I asked.
“You really don’t remember do you?”
“Fuck no man.”
“You let some faggot suck you off, and you made out with him.”
“Fuck off no way would I do that!”
“Dude everyone saw you.”
“What the fuck?”
I began remembering bits and pieces, but I was still foggy. I left and went home; I needed to figure out what I had done. I turned on the computer and was bombarded by a whole shit load of emails from friends, basically saying the same thing as Rick. The kicker was the very nasty email from Kylie calling me a cock lover and a faggot and shit like that. I do remember telling her I was done with her. Shit I had dumped the bitch. I admit that part of me was unhappy and yet at the same time so totally relieved. More I started to think the more I remembered. The rest was filled in by friends. I was getting hard just thinking about it. Fuck there was something really wrong, but at the same time right. I had not even realized I was jerking off about it either.
The following day at school, everyone was looking at me and whispering shit. I was on a mission to find the boy who I had made out with, and let suck me off. It did not take me long to find him. When I walked up he looked petrified at seeing me. He got up to leave, but I reached out and stopped him. He looked scared.
“All I wanna do is talk to you man.”
He said nothing. He was just a scared boy. I took his hand and lead him out of the school. People watching what was going on started to whisper.
“Shut the fuck up!”
Out in the school yard I took him over to my car.
He looked reluctant to get in, but eventually he did. We took off before anyone could say more shit. I saw Rick out my rear view mirror, and not sure if he was disgusted or shook. I glanced over and the boy was as far against the door as he could get.
“You got a name man?”
“Cool Ryan…I am Gordon…nice to meet you.”
He seemed to relax a bit. I reached over and put a hand on his leg. He recoiled as I did.
“Look Ryan I ain’t gonna hurt you…I swear…all I wanna do is talk and shit.”
He still seemed a bit on edge as we got to my place. He made no move to get out of the car, until I opened the door. He looked around as if to see if someone was gonna jump him.
“Relax dude no one is gonna do anything…I told you I just wanna talk.”
I led him up to my house, and then to my room. He sat on the bed stiff as a board. I sat next to him, and he shuffled away. I sighed.
“Look I invited you here for a reason…I need to know if the other night was booze or real.”
He looked at me. Ryan was definitely a shy guy. I leaned over and carefully pulled him to me. He gave no resistance. I leaned in and kissed him on the lips. I liked the taste. I ran my hands down his chest to his crotch, and gently rubbed his hardness.
“May I see it?” I asked.
Ryan nodded and stood so I could take his shorts off. His cock sprung out like a coiled snake. I slowly reach up to touch it, but stopped. This felt so right to me. Ryan reached down and guided my hand to his cock. I slowly began to stroke him, leaning in I could see pre-cum. I leaned in and licked it off. It felt like the right thing to do. It really did not taste bad. Slowly I began to open my mouth, and take his cock in. I was a bit awkward at first, but I finally got going. I never dreamt that I would ever find myself sucking off a guy. I honestly say now it is better than eating pussy. AS I got going faster, Ryan began moaning.
“OH fuck…feels good…shit!!”
Without warning he emptied his cock in my mouth. I almost gagged but I swallowed as much as I could. I really liked the taste. I wanted to keep suck, but Ryan went limp. I let it slip from my mouth. I looked up at him, and he smiled.
“I guess I did okay then?”
“Oh fuck yes!!”
So as the song I found one online, I kissed a boy and I liked it. Things changes for me that day. I realized that cock was good, admittedly more so than pussy. Ryan came over a lot and showed me more than just sucking. At first Rick was disgusted by the fact I was into guys now. He has since come around, and supports me and Ryan. Oh yeah Ryan and I started dating recently. Kylie refuses to have anything to do with any of my friends, or I. Not a loss really. For the most part school has been accepting, with the occasional ass that tries to get up in my face, and then quickly backs down. So I guess I am not so straight after all, more like gay. I would not have it any other way. I am done with girls. The important people know and accept it, including mom.